back to the wildnerness

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1.
spirit 01:36
spirit is a word we use to hold on spirit is a word going, going, gone
2.
starting gun 03:56
sound the starting gun cover your ears this one has a bullet made of all our fears kiss the nightingale that sung in your sleep she won’t come again her heart is not to keep in the wake of all of us the world will weep for what she lost i’ll follow anyone as long as i know they’re here i’ll let anyone take away my fear in the fields the wind falls in your heart you will hear the voice that calls sun fades storm clouds twist above but in the rain you will find your way in the night sky you will start to face the day
3.
i don't know 02:49
i don’t know how to lie i don’t know how to kick i don’t know how to try i don’t know how to skate i don’t know how to crawl i don’t know how to eat i don’t know how to fall i don’t know how to wait i don’t know how to fit i don’t know how to fuck i don’t know how to sit i don’t know how to heal i don’t know how to walk i don’t know how to run i don’t know how to talk i don’t know how to feel ooh ooh i don’t know how to drive i don’t know how to sing i don’t know how to thrive i don’t know how to date i don’t know how to pick i don’t know how to change even though i’m sick even though i’m late ooh ooh yeah i guess this is why i don’t even try i’m just fucking around ‘cause I know i’ll fall down yeah i know it’s not right i just ran out of fight i’m just fucking around ‘cause i’m already down ooh ooh i don’t know how to love i don’t know how to love i don’t know how to love i don’t know how to love
4.
shining 03:07
were you here or was it the wind howling at my door you were the light i thought that i was looking for now i’ll play all of my favorite saddest chords i’ll pick happy keys for sad melodies and when i catch the light above my window it’s not what i thought it would be before i thought i’d be shining by now but i guess time wasn’t the only war alright, this is where we start to go again but i just don’t know what’s happening so i’ll skirt around cliché with careful balancing i’ll ruin happy keys with sad memories and when i catch the light above my window it’s not what i thought it would be before i thought i’d be shining by now but i guess time wasn’t the only war i’ll pickup the pieces when i’m not hanging on by a single fraying thread for now they will scatter and the blood from my heart will paint the unsteady ground red
5.
where we go 03:12
wind in the trees stirs the leaves alright with me what is it that you feel alright with me what’s the most i never had someone so close i wanna know where we go where have you gone darlin’ where do we go it’s not like anyone else would know i wanna know where do we go i wanna know
6.
puzzle 04:00
wake up wasted at night it all falls apart flip the corner in your head, say these words by heart in the daylight will we still stare into the abyss there won’t be anyone to deliver you from this at the border fit the pieces coming together don’t forget the big picture babe how can i feel like i’ll ever change  if i can’t find the parts to rearrange  i wanna give myself back to the wilderness but there won’t be anyone to deliver me from this at the border fit the pieces coming together don’t forget the big picture babe
7.
fool for you 02:26
holding so tightly my hand’s turning white i was a fool for you, i was a fool for you tripping on wires trying to put out the fires i was a fool for you, i was a fool for you go straight for the kill is what they say i still don’t get it stop wait your turn is what they say and i will wait this time slipping around trying to hold it down i was a fool for you, i was a fool for you i’ll stay in my bed i’ll stay in my head i was a fool for you, i was a fool for you
8.
stuck waiting on the line, just throw in another dime another dime, for more time you thought you had it bad, just wait til you see what i can add see what i can add, see what i can add of all the ways to lose myself my favorite one is loving somebody else hang with the ones who wanna lie to you why do you even wanna try, do you even wanna try, do you even try of all the ways to lose myself my favorite one is loving somebody else
9.
in the garden she takes away all my sweet lovin’ in the best kind of way i wasn’t broken but now i surely am in the morning i wake up in a state of moral confusion in the best kind of way i wasn’t broken but now i surely am
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released April 16, 2021

guitar, piano, organ, lapsteel, banjo, synths, & vocal - johanna baumann
bass guitar - max black
drums - john sciortino
lead guitar on "fool for you" - ryan hassing
backing vocals - chloe baumann, sam silbert

written, recorded, produced, and mixed by johanna baumann

recorded at headroom studios in philadelphia with assistance from danny murillo, jake miller, wallace gerdy, sam silbert, and chloe baumann
mastered by heather jones

cover photo by julia lieby
cover design by caisa baumann

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